Feels like ages since my previous post and that’s because it
has been. July 11th was the last time I was on here, which means I
haven’t written for almost two and a half weeks. A fact that I am quite annoyed
with myself at for allowing io happen. I kept putting off writing, whether it
be on here, Rolling Without Limits or adding to my book under the false
pretence that I was preparing for my holiday the following week. In reality, my
lack of work in that period was because my head was all over the place.
I don’t know if I was just run down but I was starting to
lose it a couple of weeks ago. Everything was getting on top of me and I begun
hating the world. The lines between the good people I’m supposed to like and
the nasty ones was becoming blurry. It seemed easier to dislike everyone,
including family members. I was especially tired of putting on a brave face and
being polite because it seemed that not many others bothered to reciprocate my
behaviour. This didn’t sound like me. I’m usually ready to take on the world
and I wanted to get that feeling back.
As you can imagine, our family holiday in Tuscany came at
the right time. I desperately needed to re-charge my batteries so that I would
have the energy to take on life again. It was only a week (went too quick) but
it certainly provided that relaxing break I craved. I’ll post some stories from
the holiday in the coming week because I’ve got my mojo back and feel in the
right frame of mind to write. Good news for my book as I’ve only done the
introduction and chapter 1. I’m sure my enthusiasm will run out soon when my
fingers get tired and/or my laziness shines through…
Bye for now!
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