A few months after purchasing a hand-cycle, I’ve decided
that it is not for me. If I’m being truthful, I should’ve realised this before
I brought the trike. The transfers should have been a wake up call as I’d
nearly break body parts just to get in/out of the contraption. However, I
ignored the concerns of my parents (I thought they were just nagging for the
sake of it) and didn’t appreciate my own body limits. Just because I know
someone with Friedreich’s Ataxia who uses one regularly, doesn’t automatically
mean I can use one. Everyone has different symptoms but I neglected that little
fact.
I think I got caught up in the whole Paralympics hysteria
when I vowed to do the London Marathon in 2015 (later changed to a bike race
this May). When I see athletes such as David Weir on the T.V., pushing a
wheelchair looks so easy but that’s because these athletes are usually only
affected from the waist down. Unfortunately, the Ataxia that I’ve got isn’t
satisfied with simply removing my ability to walk. Other parts of my body are
not normal which makes everything I do that extra bit difficult.
These symptoms have left me with no choice but to stop hand
cycling. I realised that my arms aren’t that strong and eventhough I’ve been
going down the gym for almost a year, my muscles don’t develop. Another problem
I had when using the trike is the poor dexterity in my fingers and slow
reactions to brake. Also, an increasing problem I’ve got as a result of
Friedreich’s is my heart. I easily get out of breath and fatigue is a side
effect of my tablets so strenuous exercise isn’t good. I don’t want to end up
in hospital with Atrial Fibrillation (AF) again.
Now, to think of something else that I’ll try for a few
months before realising my body can’t cope and I’ll have to stop. Remind you of
anything else?
Bye for now!
I'm glad I'm not the only one to get slightly caught up in the Paralympic stuff ... I was never an athlete 'BD' (before disability!)... what the heck makes me think I'll be one now!
ReplyDeletehaha very true. we're both paralympic wannabes ;)
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